February 2011
52 posts
3 tags
i enjoy when people throw damn pity parties every fucking day..
come on, were not all so jazzed about life these days.
it’s not up to the social norm to be happy all the time.
but when you undermine your friendships, and state that “noone cares”
your being a lazy fuck. there are so many other people out there feeling lonely.
and lost and pathetic. maybe people should stop...
January 2011
102 posts
hostory final today, probably going to fail.
1 tag
1 tag
i'm just going to change (again), just a little.
3 tags
is it wierd if you sit on your front porch for an hour or two,
just staring at the smoke leaving your mouth
and letting your fingers numb as they run over
an icicle you broke from the gutter.
your mind just goes blank, yeah.. like a coma.
Anonymous asked: we're all loners here, love
3 tags
look at me, sitting here hating on my life.
it’s scary that people really don’t know
how much of a loner i am.
sickandsane asked: namaste my ASSHOLE brother, what you need is a dumb bitch and a fuck load of drugs. just saying............................
Anonymous asked: no, its not bad. you're a beautiful person who just needs help. you need someone to be there for you and to show you love is possible. not even a significant other, just maybe a best friend.... you can do it. reach out, see the light. namaste
afootonshore asked: i miss you
3 tags
is it bad?
is it bad that i’m never horny?
is it bad that the only reason i would ever want to have a relationship with my grandmother is so that i have a chance to get her inheritance when she dies?
is it bad that i find both penis and vagina totally disgusting?
is it bad that i’m so scared to get an STD that even in my hormonal teenage years i have no yearning to have sex with anyone?
is it...
3 tags
are you fucking kidding me? how dare you call me? how the hell do you get my number? two years, forgotten birthdays and pivotal events. who the HELL do you think you are? i’m disgusted. threw up in the toilet just because i was stupid enough not to hang up on you the second i recognized your voice. i don’t respect you. i don’t “love you very much” you’re a...
3 tags
why does everyone think i do drugs?
i mean i don’t even do that many drugs.
i’ll be eighteen in two days.
i need to start taking more pictures.
and i need to start updating my flickr.
Anonymous asked: Why do you do drugs? You're so beautiful.
3 tags
hermione. hermione. hermione.
it seems that my eleven pm showers are my only comfort anymore.
i’m turning eighteen in three days.
i’m gunna buy cigs and blacks and lottery tickets. just because.
maybe i’ll get a new piercing somewhere, or a tattoo.
this whole eighteen thing might just be a good change.
i just hope that i can last through a dreaded february.
wake up at...
3 tags
study hall, sleep fest.
sitting in front of the only computer in study hall in which tumblr isn’t blocked. just finished my project of condoms for health. the eleven other kids sitting in here are snoring their lives away. my life is so damn average, and i’m sick of this day after day, waking-up-at-six-a.m-life. my head won’t hit the pillow till 11 tonight again, and i know that i’ll lay there...
depression is such a curious thing.
some people are just too pathetic.. like how do you even function?
3 tags
is it the weekend yet? because it honestly does not feel like it.
plus i love the fact that me and my best friends
just sit on tumblr all day instead of getting an actual education.
lol hello guys. time to go home now!
